Chapter 32: Conclusion - My K-Pop Experience

“I believe that if many of us, and I included, are still here today, it’s because of God’s grace and mercy that saved us so many times from our own ignorance. When the devil shows up and condemns us because of our shortcomings, God rebukes him saying ‘He is my child. She is my child’.” Kitania Rose From my own ignorance yes. Or perhaps from my own naivety. No matter how much finger pointing I did while saying “so and so did this and that”, I had some huge introspection to do. Only then, order, healing, and forgiveness started flowing. That was quite of an embarrassing journey to share. I am glad it came to an end. It was really hard not to feel bitter and angry both towards myself and others while sharing. I went through an episode where I was really upset with bts’ fandom and would follow the trend of name-calling. To any fans reading, “I am sorry to have followed others in calling you myrat or ratmys”. I should have been wiser. In some ways, I am “glad” to have had that experience. I am now learning to be wiser in my relationships. Especially, not to remain isolated in some situations. This experience also showed me who I could be and what I could be capable of. Many of the devotionals and other bible contents I wrote and that have been “spat” upon by “that person” or "group of people" would become the blessing of many. So yeah...In some ways, I am “glad” to have had that experience.

I wish to all reading love, peace, joy, happiness and divine strength and courage as you continue to navigate through this life. I also wish that what you have read made you feel a little bit better when thinking about your failures and embarrassment...and about your own sanity as well lol Blessings, KR

~ My K-Pop Experience: How My Experience Shaped My Personal Journey as a Christian (#32) ~