Chapter 16: The Sign? - How My K-Pop Experience

September 2018

“What if that’s the sign?”

Note: Because this event happened more than five years ago, my memory may not be 100 percent accurate. However, I am so glad to have posted this experience on the forum. Please find below what I have written on the forum once the “phenomenon” had passed:

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Sep 3, 2018

“Guys, I think I did something that was not really smart yesterday....

In the afternoon, I was feeling a bit tired, so I wanted to take a nap but the thought of clicking on the Vlive app came into my mind. When I did, I saw that RM had been on live for more than 50 minutes.

My hands started shaking XD.

When I knew what I wanted to ask and ready to press the enter button, the last five second of the video started to go on a loop (for everybody watching) then the broadcast stopped...

I was mad to have missed this opportunity. After reading some of the fans comments and ready to close the app, I saw that there was another live (nearly to end) being broadcasted by RM again.

I was really happy X).

I prayed and still with my shaking hands, I wrote my message and waited that his face was in front of the screen reading the comments then boom, I asked my question:

[Note2: Like a normal Christian, I could have just ask “Do you want to know Jesus?”...nah]

Question asked

I asked 3-4 times...

I wish he was speaking in English.

All I remember is him ignoring my questions or nodding just before the end (but it might have been to say bye to his fans)

Yeah....I don't know what I was expecting.

[Note3: When I asked the question to RM for the second time, a figure appeared behind his studio’s door. It seemed to be a lady holding a phone and ready to knock at his door. Possibly a member of staff who was monitoring the live chat lol.]

Hours later when I wanted to go and look at the second live broadcast it was not there anymore. As if it has been deleted. Just no trace of it. So, you wouldn't know that there were two parts unless you were there.

Also, when I wanted to check for the second live, my computer was running so slow and was loud. I was like 'what's going on?????' then I saw a notification at the bottom of the screen

' WARNING: SPYWARE DETECTED'

My brain just froze.

Even today, I'm just laughing at what happened...Yep, life---------------“

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The sign I needed...I guess...

~ My K-Pop Experience: How My Experience Shaped My Personal Journey as a Christian (#16) ~